Although I am not idle at home, I finally feel that my work is in the hands of a serious hero. I immediately turned to the horizon. I am not in this position. It was something I did to serve myself and others. I did it because I could and because I had to. I want to move on, but I want to keep what I’ve learned about myself and life in general.
“Keep telling the truth.” This means that when they lie, you tell the truth. When they use tricks, you tell the truth. Big words, beautiful words? Tell the truth. Are you scared? Tell the truth.
I lived this way for decades. If you read my book; When I was fifteen, I lied to get a job at a bar. I confessed to this lie and took a pay cut when I turned seventeen. I had to do it. I couldn’t stand being a liar. I realized that I’m an unusually consistent person, and that’s part of the reason.
People always try to diagnose me. I have Neptune in my midheaven and people see what they see. It’s very difficult or analyzing me, especially when they call me a liar! I always look at a broken mirror, but in this case my work gave me clarity. It’s very simple. I I am very simple.
When the evidence was in my hands, I raced because I knew it was my duty. This is the “metaphysical commitment” I wrote about. If I’m “in,” it’s until the cows come home, or as Bob Dylan wrote, “until the wheels burn out.” Now I want to take what I have learned to heart.
Fundamentals of resonance
· Axiom 1: Internal integrity precedes external influence.
When I look back on my life, I have not been influenced by rich, beautiful, famous people. It was the Chinese shopkeeper who checked my computerized invoice with an abacus because that was his way.
It was Al at the old man’s bar who said that if I never lied, I wouldn’t waste my time watching my lies. I would never suffer the humiliation of being caught in a lie either.
It’s people like my friend Ben who have defended their right to be individuals their entire lives, no matter what.
I thought about giving advice because that’s what I do like most people. But which advisors influence you? Is it with a twitter meme? Or someone whose life is consistent? Their patterns can be observed.
I started 3rd grade when I was six years old. I stole a truck when I was ten. I started working as a bartender when I was fifteen. Same girl, right? This is harmony. It should come as no surprise to anyone at this stage that I think I can hold my own against a multi-billion dollar company. Of course I can and I will.
If you want to make an impact in this world, you have to pull yourself together. Be a known quantity. Find your true design among the noise and broadcast it every time. Through hatred if necessary. Especially through hate.
The “noise” in your physical body must also be resolved. Can I do it, all the way to Cromolyn? It is not possible. Gas lighting by a Fortune 50 company is the next step. When that doesn’t work, revenge ensues. That’s why people raise their hands.
You want to influence the outside force, you have to find your true being and hold that note.
Abuse is Truth
Mockery -> Truth
Gaslighting -> Truth
Revenge -> Truth
You can see who will win there.
Years ago, people would write “testimonials” for me. They have pages and everyone says the same thing. This is harmony.
There is a lot of pressure to conform in this world. This is the path of least resistance. When you buy it, people try to beat you whenever they can. You will definitely be excluded. But you also attract people, experiences, and “things” meant for you and for you. Worth it? You bet!
Do you understand me?
